Who knew I’d have such a great start to the year and everything else would turn to shit after the first two months. I should have expected this, I should know by now.
Sometimes I’m torn between wanting to move somewhere new and start over completely or just like offing myself to save myself all the hassle.
And really, just stop saying “should” to yourself about your thoughts and feelings in any context. You feel how you feel. The things in your head are the things in your head. You can’t change either directly through sheer force of will. You can only change what you do. Stop beating yourself up for who and what you are right now–it isn’t productive. Focus on moving forward.